Living My Way

Most of my friends are already married and those who are not are close of being. My best friend is getting married this year so I’ll be the only single girl from my old group. The baby boom had started already with a couple of them having babies and some others getting pregnant. Soon enough I believe it will arrive some more baby announcements from those who get married last year and two years ago. Although I would like to have a baby there are several reason why I’m not thinking about it at the moment. First… the money, second… not having time, third… I still feel too young, fourth… I want to travel a bit more before I have one, and the last bu not the least… I would like to get married before having a baby. And with this we come back to the first problem I mentioned with having a baby, money!!!

I have a lot of work but that does not mean a lot of selling. In wintertime what is expected to sell is ski vacation, new year programs and flights. I’ve been selling some flight, I sold a couple of new years programs but no ski vacation and that is not a good sign. I hope things get better because presently what I’ve been selling is not enough to cover all the agency’s fixed expenses and not even to my cove my salary. I’ve been working double to have all the necessary money and even though it’s hard. I just hope soon enough people start to book their vacation so I can have the necessary money and relax a bit my head.

I’ve been very tired and in a bad mood due to all the work and little rest but sometimes I can’t help starting my day in a bad mood. I’ve been trying to update my Internet connection at home for some time now and finally last week I booked a time with the Internet server to go to my place and upgrade not only the Internet but also my cable TV, as it is needed an new device they had to book an hour. I specifically asked to book early in the morning before 10 a.m, due to the agency, and they agreed it was booked for today. Yesterday I set up all the equipment I still have I connected the modem and the wireless router to have all ready when they arrive. This morning I woke up early to be ready by the time they arrive and… no one showed. I started my day really angry because I could use my time to do a lot of other important things. When arrived at the agency I received an sms booking the technical visit for tomorrow. I phoned right away and they said that it was never booked in the first place for today… I was really out of my mind… If I had another server solution I could have told them I didn’t need their services no more, but the truth is that they have a better price/quality relation then others. How am I able to star my day in a good mood with this situation right in th first morning hour!!

One of my top priorities for the year 2010 is to try and get my teeth fixed but I don’t know if I’ll make it because I need a lot of money to it it properly. It’s not that I have my teeth rot or damaged but they are not straight and sometimes I avoid smiling over it. I talked with a friend and she told me that she is using Orange NJ invisalign braces and is having great results. Is not just a matter of looks but also a matter of health because my doctor told me that having straight teeth can also reduce health problems like headaches, or heart condition. I really hope I can start with the treatment this year.

Having health is one of the greatest things in life. Of course we all need the money to live but there is nothing as important as health. I’ve been hearing a lot about people, mostly young women, that are suffering form a cancer, malignant Mesothelioma, they say and I been scared because we never know when those things might happen to us or to our family. I Complain all the time because I don’t have money not even to buy a new piece of clothe but I must say that I’m a lucky girl because I don’t have any serious health problems.

I had here an Australian costumer today. He is working in Portugal, maybe in construction and he wants to go and visit his relatives that are living in England. He seems a nice old man and decided to chat a bit telling me that this city is becoming dangerous and advising me of the problems I don’t have time to see in my own town. He told me that in a café near my agency there was a robbery to still the tobacco machine and the damage was too big because they damage both special industrial handles the owner had placed since he hear about robberies in the city. Sometimes it seems that if we think often about those things they eventually end on happening… so I’m writing this and will keep on taking the normal measures of security not to attract any harm.

I’m living with Angel almost two years now, we bought all the furniture together and housewares appliances as well. Lately I’m been noticing that my refrigerator has a strange noise and it’s really disturbing when we are in silent. I contacted the seller and they promptly told me that they could go and check it but of course they would have to charge an amount for it. So it seems that the problems is some kind of 4396841 filter that it’s not working properly and should be replaced in order to stop wit the noisy. After the quotation I realized that the noise it not a problem anymore and I’ll wait until I can afford buying a new one and maybe it gets cheaper than replacing the filter!

Although he still feel the winter the summer is approaching, so now it’s the perfect time to worry about health and being in shape. Holiday season has gone and now we have no excuses not to eat healthy. For some people now begins a battle to lose weight, there are those who go on taking supplements for weight loss, others and go and spend half a day in the gym and there are still those who stop eating junk food. Either ways are acceptable as long as by the beginning of summer there are no extra fat in the body

Acne is one of the most know skin disorders but does not only affects us in our youth but in some case also thorough life. The main cause is hormones and that why most adult onset acne is typically associated to women because commonly it occurs when menstruating and ovulating. Besides that it also occurs when eating not properly or eating too many chocolates. This part is easy to avoid but when I comes to hormones is not that simple, so we have to take action to treat instead of preventing because there is no none prevention. We have lots of cosmetics like cleansers and moisturize cremes that can help us women eliminating the problem.

Continuing on the hair problem I’ve been searching in the internet for people who might be facing a similar situation and I’ve found out www.hairlossvitamin.org through some post of people who say it’s great for those who have hair loss problems. Maybe I’ll give it a try. In worse situation I don’t think it’s possible to be and I’m really fed up of not be able to work with my hair loose. Someone told me a few days ago that maybe one of my hair problems could be exactly that… having it tight all the time, but I cannot work with public with my hair looking that bad, so  prefer to use it in a way people don’t notice how damaged it is.